In 1995, I have a horse Zhang son that year I was eighteen.
Sixteen, I learned to smoke on the playing cards, followed by men everywhere, I am the first man was a forty- year-old man, people called him Ma six.
I was one of his buddies brought before him, all the girls are screaming, but I did not and I know that screaming is useless, when I from the remote Xinjiang after the town came to Beijing, I know, I should learn is the most patience, the same as the one rushes, to devote much wire, but not sore.
Chen fun with me out, she said, not you read, people they look so pretty, is it not in the Xinjiang town ruined?
Yi Miqi three I was tall, slender waist abundant buttocks as a flower, lush liberalization Chen Fen brought me to Beijing, first to a beauty salon, a massage room and then go to the end, I became a casino shuffle lady, tall and beautiful I am, fingers slender, based on ice makeup in the evening, is a gorgeous black butterfly, face expressionless, for gamblers, we are only responsible for licensing.
know Zhang Jun, the field is in the cards.
used to see the ups and downs, used to see the men who lost their money screaming in pain, Zhang are the quietly left a deep impression on me too, and I shuffle Lili said the man, damn eye-catching.
Zhang are indeed eye-catching and he a black, color white was made miserable, with a pair of glasses, the people seem a cold and I think he is also ruthless than hemp six hearts, the more people seem calm, more able to turmoil < br> They bet the rest of the night the day, he lost a lot of money, enough to have hundreds of thousands, but he was very calm, smoking a cigar from time to time to look at me and I let him calm posture unpredictable, he attached to several nights, and has been lost, but he was always so calm and collected.
finish at, I own a taxi home, in the other car, when a car slowly stopped at my side.
on the car, he shook the windows said, the tone is no doubt as I hesitated, he was down, pulled me up, and then galloped away.
What's your name?
Anne < br> real name?
Jasmine and I said, my name is Su jasmine.
I are so in Zhang's life.
he was not allowed to let other men look at me, allow me to go to casino licensing I used to tell his side, play golf, or attend the banquet, he is a businessman engaged in real estate, there are many women around him, I'm not the only one, but he is like to take me out,
but I know he does not love me.
contempt because he was always talking to me, that kind of condescending for example, he said, Ma, come, let me Paipaipigu.
So I tried to pro- smile in the past.
if he is willing, he will make his business partners to beat my ass in him, I am just a plaything. between us, there is no love.
everyone know, I was a man of embellishment. he and I are actors, who joined the show, who would lose it completely, Lili told me that our people can not move real feelings, otherwise, would life are to catch.
Moreover, both Zhang treat me so thin. who said, If you love a woman, will respect her, to me, he never had respect for, so I spent the money he spent Dehen to Lufthansa credit card, a brush I had three million units, loved his mother so and so. who do not take him flowers?
If you like this, perhaps he soon tired of me, perhaps I will leave him , a more wealthy Singapore businessman took a fancy to me, although some older, is almost 60, but I can do to his wife, his wife died of cancer last year, I can not make a person's lifetime MA I do wife.
time I had moved away the idea of Zhang are, however, the emergence of Ni Rui I gave up the idea.
and I saw a woman I look almost exactly the same < br> Ni Rui, that is all the young lovers Zhang. from school to university, they love the sensation, but upon graduation, followed by a Ni Rui Americans gone, she said, love is in the water Jing Zhonghua. Since then, Zhang will no longer believe in love.
Since then, Zhang have vowed to become a rich man, no matter what means the results of his success, and when he saw me, he knew he had lost the dream, you can use another way to achieve.
she came back, he said to me, you and I pretend couple, can not you?
looked into his eyes, the first time I see the clear and sincere.
we Rui Ni in front of a play staged.
I affectionately as virtuous, in the three meals, I Sa Zhejiao, Qiaoxiaoqianxi Yes, if we deeply love, this is how good man as handsome glamorous, elegant ethereal he did, all my favorite. thought I was obsessed with his money, but if he loves me, is the kind of unforgettable love wholeheartedly, I will bore him to his death, followed by how he went to the ends of the earth suffer hardship are OK --- if he loved me.
and he that night but cautious, such as hair, always gave me sandwiched dish, for me to get paper towels, let me eat, Do not be afraid fat, he filled a bowl of white fungus soup roe to me, that can fill the stomach.
if not a show, all this is how perfect.
woman opposite was lost, see, she wanted to come close overlying water, are said Zhang, her divorce, with the Yankees does not go, he fortune, so she came back to find him, he hated this woman, meaning of love thin cool, he later said, If any woman willing in his time with his most lackluster through thick and thin, he will fall in love with her and for her students for her death.
I remember this sentence, I know, and then hard-hearted person would have the most flexible corner.
day is gray Ni Swiss servant servant down the stairs, when her high heels on marble in the Palace Hotel when the sound blah, Zhang were lying on the table, crying.
I walked over, clinging to him, his head buried in my chest, like a child, like.
he asked me, what is love?
That is our first mention of love.
I said, if every day we and tonight are the same, that is love.
2000, Zhang's company were never led.
he had been calculated, the tax authorities investigated later, throws up his fortune of money, a lot of money , is come through illegal channels.
learned that he will be in jail, he disbanded the company, and then he called me around.
jasmine, thank you for me the past few years.
is five years and I corrected him, I told you five years.
from eighteen to twenty-three, I have been a son of his horse, charged his scenes, spend his money, too the dissipation of life.
find a man now and then, if necessary, I can introduce you.
I calmly looked at him, then asked, do you? are you going?
exile, he or quietly, smoking a cigar, his eyes really look good, emitted blue light, he stood by the window, going against the light, I stood behind him, quietly listening to his breathing.
Come on, he said, but unfortunately I do not have the money to you, you are so young, still so stunning Allure, should not be difficult to find men.
walked ---- he exclaimed, do not let me watch upset the!
I gently asked loudly, Zhang Jun, all these years, you had a little heart I did not move? even a little bit?
he turned his head and smiled: Jasmine, if I do not bankrupt If we are still together, I thought about going to marry your wife's.
tears rolling down suddenly caught off guard, this sentence, I waited for five years.
I hold fast to him: Zhang Jun, and let I told you to exile it.
he looked at me, silly child, Do not be silly, and I became the Public Security Bureau of the wanted person, caught at least sentenced to ten years.
he had forgotten that he once said over it, but I have not forgotten, he said that if any woman willing to come down in his time with his best through thick and thin, he will fall in love with her and for her students for her death.
I am willing to follow him, not afraid age change stolen black ugly, as long as he loves me, I am willing.
he put me in his arms for the first time affectionately stroked my face, he said, jasmine, why do you mix in rivers and lakes so long, there is such a pure heart?
That night, we take the night flight to Hainan, we use a fake ID, fake ID cards in goes on, he called the Chang Ching, I called Zhang Ai. My name is his surname, we are together, called love.
we opened a small restaurant, every day from morning to evening, four in the morning I got up to go shopping, I bought a tricycle, wearing the most dirty clothes, and sometimes do not wash hair does not go grocery shopping, and even though business was bleak, subsistence, but I can feel for both the distressed and Zhang love.
I told him that my father was an alcoholic, mother flirting with men like playing mahjong, I began to take care of all the old home, so I not afraid of hardship.
Hainan night, when we re-intimacy, we can burn through each other, again and again , endless, those passionate night, he called my name, he said, Jasmine, I love you.
finally, I let a man fall in love with me.
I like a skinny thin camel, but I know that this is the most sexy when I, with the love of a woman, and when are the most beautiful.
if this love for life, I am not afraid poor.
cure all, but Zhang, and If there is no money to treat, he will die.
my little hotel not much money, even if exhausted could not save him.
to save my man, I went out to do.
At this point, I 26, 2003 in the summer.
when Zhang are in front of me, I was sitting drinking a real estate owner's lap, his hands groping at my waist, I pro- smile, gorgeously dressed, when I came to see Zhang wine were spilled over the ground, he came to me knocked to the ground and angrily kicked me and he did not know, he can not kick me, my stomach has been his children.
I Dazhao Gun, let him spare me.
He turned away, I hurried outside, outside, heavy rain, I hugged his waist, Zhang Jun, if there are other way, I will not!
suddenly, he turned to me knees, I'm sorry, he said, I will let you follow me suffer suffer!
I prefer, I say yes, dear , I prefer, as long as you love me, what can I do, let alone when the chickens, when ghosts I go.
Hainan rainy night that we cried in the streets, both said Zhang, jasmine, this life owe you, the next life, I have!
miscarriage of my child, coupled with malnutrition, my body quickly collapsed down
When Zhang are in better health, I had been terminally ill.
out of the sun so bright, tall tropical plant exudes a charming fragrance, we Hainan many years?
Zhang have started to do business, from the smallest business to start. 2005 winter, we have in Hainan their own homes.
However, we still exile people, we can not go to the registration of marriage, the Internet has his warrant.
When spring comes, I will not stand, I body as a withered flower, slowly dying of, Zhang are often holding my tears.
there many days, we did hold, said nothing, looking out the slowly darkening days. Some songs he sang to me, know ten years, I know he sing sing so well, especially the singing Qi Qin's song, I put my hand wrapped around his waist, like a vine.
to the last I have been almost no effort to speak, yes, I stay in this world running out of time.
he has been asked, Jasmine, do you want? I'll give you.
I want He has given.
regret if, the only regret is that I did not become his wife. Yes, I want to have a red notebook, that the above two smiling, because the combination of love I hope I can do to his wife, even a day.
I'm afraid I can not wait for fall, and summer came, I live to fall it?
police arrived, bringing different things, like is an arrest warrant, as is the marriage certificate.
Zhang are surrender, he said, jasmine, I want this marriage certificate, I want to marry you.
time, I have been speechless, but Zhang were holding me, one thing from my eyes and joy to flow freely out!
Jasmine, my wife.
This is my last word on earth to hear.
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