Monday, November 29, 2010

Nowhere to place the well-being

 Unfortunately did not have to go abroad to bring a Chinese Dictionary, or a Dictionary, now think of some words, can not find the exact explanation, the network search is over by different people interpret the content, accuracy and language different meaning too afraid to trust. encountered words, no choice but to help other language tools. back to the language dictionaries can be very accurate, at least close to myself to say. precisely is a quality of life is chaotic the anchor, I like the positioning accuracy of life, though never done it.
yesterday with a wise friend talked for a long time, actually I do not see there is a feeling of happiness. being used the word accurate? I will check the dictionary. well received in English in the most recent word is happiness. Webster's dictionary explanation is: a: a state of well-being and contentment; b: a pleasurable or satisfying experience. basically means that a: abundance and self-satisfied state; b: joy, happiness or satisfaction with the experience. happiness is to describe a psychological state of their own, self-satisfied the conditions for judging. happiness is not related to the second person or the external environment, which is dictionary definition. see I get to talk with others, feeling, happiness is not the word can, at most, can be said that joy, happiness only. to get the joy of happiness, is a good thing, after all, can not live like people at all times to maintain a positive state.
However, I deviate from the understanding of happiness far?
now looking back, the happiest childhood before school every day the only thing to worry about how people need to sleep. the world is wonderful ah? eyes closed is too difficult, eventually fight to the eyes are tired, it shall soon see. but children do not know their own happiness, not to think about what happiness is. The first thought that happiness is the time to graduate school, the students asked if I wanted on which secondary school, I suddenly surprised the world of high school for adults, necessarily to enter into their lives it! for a long time, before going to bed I started thinking about this complex problem: After entering high school, how do I happiness.
truth is secondary to me is not happy, high school is defined as mid-term exam, final exams, comprehensive tests, mock examinations, in the exam, graduation examinations, college entrance examination, if there are any content,Bailey UGG boots, that is a week of games, fall an autumn day holiday, recess speak English teacher fat jokes, male students recite certain students of collective love poems,UGG boots, self-study course to the river swimming Xieguo class leader, the collective examination of the preparation lies ....... have to deal with the class teacher China is in every school would have for endless content and way of life,UGG boots cheap, but it is not linked with happiness, because there is a mountain of pressure on the head invisible, that hill has a wonderful hall, a learned teacher, a road leading to the ideal. This mountain is called the University, the University is happy, high school students think.
finally climbed the mountain and found the temple is not much difficult to meet the learned tutor, tutors are busy in the saved money on the decoration, the ideal avenue was engaged in corruption. Some students find that happiness was gone, took to the streets, hungry and his days in the square. hunger, dizziness and later,bailey UGG boots, back to school exams, writing resumes, finding a job . upstairs to the graduate with no girlfriend around to find a girlfriend, find a few schools around the main girl no shortage of supply, with the girlfriend Sign disband, disband the girls often take place in the downstairs tears. I asked the bedroom big smoker Tieling to students: Do you think college life happy? His mouth flavor of soybean in Northeast: 8 days to go, when the leadership Come and party colleagues, sweeping, wiping tables, is said to be grass-roots style of the fortress. leadership passed, we buried all pretend not to notice and work done more vigorously, as if communism doctrine will achieve the afternoon, only a thin swept away the last, the last piece of cloth. In the morning we are all out to remove positive and goes to work instead of reading a newspaper in tea, and some in the trading of stocks, and some dinner at the hotel with clients I learned to observe the leadership in the face. I made rapid progress during that time, very hard, as if going to be a chief. Suddenly one day I discovered that tired. I'm getting far away from happiness, like love away from me farther and farther as the girl. the kind of thoughts but find it hard to be distant, when I put the resignation letter to the leadership, I suddenly felt a sudden close to me the happiness.
just, I do not know the being placed in any place.
work, I imagined that the image of a happy, happy is to have a lake, lake forest, lake mist. my car parked in the lake, I have a laptop, I can write stories. until I have cars, but no time to go to the lake, even when there are a few laptops, no longer write stories. the original story of the imagination in bed like a fog, like San the.
so he thought the new image of happiness, happiness is to go abroad, a red brick university graduate, find a professional like, write papers, to be an expert. until a graduate school, except to learn paper formats found that the peak of each area has a large group of people there, the peak of the world did not matter knowledge, the peak of the fact there is no peak, is a platform. my paper, but others, and my contribution, but so, so, but my intelligence, my So much for happiness.
so I think my happiness in the end of the process or state, is a noun or a verb, say: tired, do not want the. grabbed a wise friend, so that he could not sleep, said the middle of the night, suddenly feel the heart of the feeling of hand-dependent. This feeling is gratitude, gratitude, the heart was silent.
I am in silence, finally found the place a happy place.

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