as a TV worker

 As a TV worker, who will feel a headache for. But I was happy this is not the other.

and there a few days not to feel a little sense of loss.

and her family's satellite dish seems to bring something. In particular, when the total need of repair.

failure to precisely this time when the phone rang when I was going to send her a text message it.



a sweet voice came on the phone over there. Needless to say, I know we have not seen for several days. Acacia feelings at play.

things for her, I always seemed a bit too far positive, side phone not finished, this hand has the car and start her out. Wait immediately went to his side.

Fortunately, not far away. 10 minutes drive to.

jumped down, and a vague smile walking towards me. Intoxicated .....

the original is somewhat ambiguous smile that she and I had such a story.

2 N years ago, the sub-3 sixth domestic programs to the time.

to Anhui for a free transfer to his relatives stars, chat after a good tune is the occasion of tea, an age less than 30-year-old woman came to the venue.

greetings after the point, see if I can give her family debug it.

because of the sensibilities, they felt too early, so with her to her home.

a three tile-roofed house, outside the small poplar planting, interior very clean and tidy, I can see is a hard-working woman housewife.

1.2-name of the split pot, stand on the roof of the platform. The first point to the southwest of the high-frequency alone .......。

process is simple, bowl turning. Blind scan machine. Ten minutes of work.. For

turned away, only to be a soft arms just hold.



Persevering led by this soft one, but still a step fixed pace.



said pulled me into the house. Sit down. 50 yuan to the house took a while,

more do not, the more forced upon.

Finally, I just ran away .......

3 it was something new to the near sub-health, and for a novice, there are always eager to feel. Commissioning done secretly glad that such a beautiful field, with little time, the signal better. Looking back now, should be glad that her blind scan receiver the same way and I am. Are Kehai of . Directly by the last blue button. Otherwise, I may still be a fool.

TV for a novice out of curiosity, always know their own little show off a little knowledge of the meaning, that is I was free for her original idea when debugging, but also the reasons do not want to make money where, right when his practice to life.

As for how she was thinking I do not know, may have the better of me, and in the interests of high society, that may be touched by a person small favors.

As she later learned from my relatives phone numbers, began to introduce me crazy business. Neighbors are the object of his development. I also took the lid again and again and from that village.

Every time I go she is accompanied, as if I was his family relatives. As for the price of others because of her face did not bargain, everything is harmonious and thoughtful arrangements.

good business in this development, and I also growing affection for her, looked at her again and again follow the installation pot, and again being, one kind of feelings welled up ....

4 finally in trouble, or in the village.

customers want me to give him a star turn, said that commissioning fee to 30 yuan, the profit for the taste of temptation I just said yes without thinking.

this she did not follow them, she thought it was very simple to do, pretty soon it will come back.

I was wrong, the customer is KINGTIGER this

looked at the machine golden iron shell, I am a bit hesitant to pick up the remote control.

to the program settings from the menu, all sub-menus are turned over, nor any

call us entry taught me to master, informing him that did not get off this machine.

looked at the expectations of our customers face, I also face the loss.

hate their own experience too, Luezhipimao came out to make money.

the occasion of a dilemma, out of a worst,



sent it to give you the afternoon

customers are readily agreed. With a look of frustration, I took the machine came to her house.

equipment to increase the use of her house it,

Because it is the first encounter does not automatically search the machine, so I have to copy down one by one from the other programs on the machine parameters.

this time she just help on the help.

So I read the arguments one by one, she helped record data.

machine is individually added to the program ....... KINGTIGER

process long and warm ......

knew it, time is one o'clock.

I want to take time off, she was gentle and retain.



before I explained that she has been out of the house.

was secretly guilty, people have been helped so many busy, but also people Guanfan, a little justified.

about ten minutes, plastic bags of food they fell to the dinner table.

simple and affordable four cold dishes

two bottles of beer, casually also brought a box of a product of Huangshan.

really cautious, she knows I'm running out of cigarettes in his pocket.

things are now, they do not refuse the good.

a living for nearly two hours,

first time to eat with her face to face, heart to heart communication.

that conversation, her husband installed in the field doing the work grid, has gone for months. End of the year to come back.

stay in school children read. So she got left at home alone.

in which I feel my embarrassment, fear reminiscent of the

know the cost of the meal, turned out to be uneasy.

lonely young woman out of her or for her forthright character,

not very familiar way to treat a person. Me thinking ......

5 after a brief uneasy, they feel that if they are a little freak, and maybe this is the simple rural people and hospitable. How can I blaspheme the sincere emotion.

change their attitude, everything becomes normal and beautiful. I have her as one of my opposite sex. In addition, do not want to be mixed with any unnatural. After all, the person who is married. Any point inadvertently, could lead to things to another polarization.

days gone by inadvertently with each other and the topic is also increasing.

slowly that her maiden in a distant Guizhou, in her 16 years old was brought to the village of traffickers. The 28 men have married her had.

This is a marriage without love, because she was unable to choose their own love.

living together after so many years, she said she had gradually adapted to the marriage, the family, and has Xinruzhishui out.

listening to her story, I can not tell my heart is feeling. With a sigh,UGG boots clearance, there is also a relief.

rough experience for her sigh, as she had no choice lucky to fleeing forced marriages.

whether so selfish, if he had chosen fleeing forced marriages,UGGs, and how could I meet her?

since become good friends talk about anything. In order to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding, I try not to eat her home.

each installation so as not she was with the. Reason: because the village I was very familiar to me ..... we all know ......

every time I say, she is shallow smile,UGG boots, his eyes seemed behaved in a hesitant.

I think she should know my intention now.

blink of an eye. Winter, and snow enveloped the earth. Also wear a thick coat lid.

man wearing a coat cold, wearing a coat pan anti-hearing.

then call up more, most of the talking picture with mosaics. So one by one

phone ..... this never ending snow

thought of her home so it is the antenna.

think a woman should climb the roof, the roof snow is thick. In case .......

for men is a minor matter, for a woman is not.

dark hearts of compassion for students.

looked at the thick snow on the road, not a little hesitation, drove.

Taxue come to see me, her face showing some surprise.





simple greeting, I climbed to the roof, the snow gave way, sweeping the roof down.

She stood quietly watching the snow. Against the background of his snow white reddish face, is so charming.

thought I was fascinated by







I am stressed.



down the roof and into the warm house, furnace briquettes in the creak of the steaming kettle.

Handed him a cup of soaked talking hot tea.

took the cup at the time, touched her soft little hands. Did not flinch. Did not panic. Everything, as had happened.

single-handedly took the cup in one hand and still holding her warm little hand.





I hold her hands tightly, warm current flows from the palm of the hand to go to the heart.

somewhat looked at her confused and ambiguous eyes. Put her into her arms ......

everything is so natural, it seems that in advance of rehearsal.

two warm lips, printed together .....。

not too cold this winter ......

from the New Year gets closer.

naughty children have been discharged by the sporadic firecrackers. Winter vacation is her kids. I heard the twelfth lunar month twenty-five her man is coming back. We must be prepared to stocking the. Installed at a time when the business is unusual pot hot.

tired of the year, farmers take a rest, working outside the home is also the New Year. After re-earned money, but also enjoy the leisure of the. Watching TV, nibbling the seeds, the rural people to like it. Life is so laid back.

I've row of the full schedule, and he knows my job is more busy, the phone kept asking to be careful.

temporary busy to stop and pondered the piece of soft lips.

not carefully sort out the current relationship with each other.

only unexamined alive. Busy. Spring Festival

finally finished the opening half an hour before last year's installation of the lid.

back home, tired of hiding in the sofa, blankly watching television trance.

wife already can not wait, call again and again for dinner.

children set off firecrackers went off.

a cup of soju, the intention of filling their own guys.

front of his wife's presence is always turned into her presence.

shifts like a revolving door.

I have not drunk, I'm still awake.

when sober, but it is the endless contradictions and self-blame.

how I had .....? I did what .....?

bar drunk, drunk, put everything that occurred prior to forget.

entangled in the conflict and suffering in the New Year's bell sounded ....

New Year began.

end of it, would should not have feelings.

mired down in what would be the result ......。

At such times, if you choose to escape, it will hurt her even more.

talk or calm heart.

lazy warm spring sun shines on the body, vitality everywhere ....

wheat side, and a woman whispering .....











silence, long silence.

sobs sounded low on ....



she said whispering.

at her tearful, there is a salty tears slide into the mouth.



7 efforts to control myself not to meet again, phone is a luxury.

peace of mind adds to how many care. Is the only way not to meet.

second time in the second lived in torment.

heart always wanted to do something for her. She said if inadvertently

like to see

go once, for Star TV.

fact that this is a very reluctant reason.

but no one speaks of. Everything seems to be heart to know God.

miss is the devil. Excuses such as wings.

reason this time is time to test.

do this to her

has been repeated in the home exercise, accurate to the slightest.

fear in front of her will be missed. Vanity is probably the strongest it in for worship,

there for me he was not surprised.

is still full of ambiguous smile.

the little village for a pot of double star, or a new things. She was a little curious

squatted beside me, look at me operation.

wanted to come quietly, quietly leave.

seems to die, my heart began to ups and downs, and

blame the narrow platform for me and her from the case to close.

could not find a signal. Only impatient and turn the pot.

coax her to find a reason to go on. Akira is always in front of the pot, it might block the signal.

is afraid he's anxious to see my heart, I need to stop and carefully Furthermore recall problem wrong?

ha ha .... funny to say, I do not know when the feeder head fell off from F.

was still holding the receiver to see panel display.

no wonder a little bit of signal. And even now think was a good joke.

心静自然凉, no desire self-conscious.

debug satellite signals, do need a peace of mind. Allows the slightest bit impatient.

is the so-called

looked at her eyes full of envy, vanity once again my great satisfaction.

hey. Love to show off. Especially in front of her.

connected 22K, amend the satellite parameters. Remove the extra satellite, satellite selection option to

program so she would not bring up mess. She feared the issue of watching TV can not do anything by that.

is my best care.

all stroked along, I decided to leave now, leave the best comments.

she did not retain the air a bit stifling silence.

smile is the best hospitality. Understanding is the best communication.

so shallow she is always smiling. Eyes, I read everything.

reason over passion. This is the beginning of a transformation.

relations began to shift from the pure passion of complex friendship.

This is not a very good start it?

8 paper after all, can not hold fire. The so-called world does not take the air is no wall.

an SMS, disclose all the information.

suspicion from his wife finally been confirmed.

the past or to come, escape is not the answer.

uneasy heart, guess her response.

no noise, no tears, all the calm I figure this out.

more so, the more my heart not the end.

how in the end, Is this the opening of the Cold War?

not put me on the dinner table dishes, even I have moved to a small bed pillow.

and I just do not want to say a word out.

I pester the flatter, in exchange for only a deathly silence.

most insidious trick turned out to be her cold.

seems to last for some time. Fear of empty mind.

heart is still collecting the measures, the mouth is the unequivocal undertaking.

I admit I was not a gentleman, and I admit I am very popular.

as is just to restore the fault, an early end to the Cold War.

So I repeatedly stressed that we are just ordinary friends, not the kind of relationship.

such and such, aerial bombardments. The heat of the cold.

situation has finally improved.

was secretly worried to sweat.

haze in the past, but also a sunny day.

helpless matters worse, her husband seemed to finally hear the gossip.

project did not finish, ahead of home.

and decided not to go out after work, and to find points in the vicinity of construction activities.

drinking wine from time to time, we must send spilled drink.

beatings are common things.

but she described the phone, only light passing.

finally understand one of the most painful thing was watching people who once loved had to bear the pain, they themselves are powerless.

the world you have a thousand reasons.

pray for her, comfort seems to have been superfluous,

that cut the heart of the pain, only one person knows.

hate their own courage, can not give her happiness, can not take her away ......

9 thing completely destroyed the man to his violence.

turned out to be the price with his life.

day, and her relatives in a village called.



thunderbolt.

I stared, his mind was in chaos.

how can I do?

go to the hospital, only to much greater violence.

this time too is not suitable to the capacity.

pray, pray she was fine, smooth 度过危险期.

restless heart impatient, but could do nothing.

call a friend in the hospital, find out the circumstances.

informed lucky to save a life, is the intensive care unit observation ......

finally landing a stone heart, a strong sense of guilt has been held down I can not breathe.

mind the delay.

in the end want to go to visit, as a friend if her husband would accept you.

will be equal to fuel?

not go, to reason and intelligence, she justified in have been on.

final decision is going to visit, even if it is Daoshanhuohai.

to persuade his wife, took 5,000 dollars.

look to do something for her.

decided to choose a day, can not be too abrupt.

a hospital the morning of Day 6.

out in front of themselves plucked up her courage,

feeling a little warrior to the execution site.

fruit, nutrition. Not less, more importantly, when and where to have a smile on his face.

even shoot down a brick,cheap UGG boots, I still have to smile.

only a smile to suppress the impulse.

inpatient quiet corridors.

already know her from a friend in the ward.

through the small window, saw her lying in bed, and looked out the window.

slow dripping water, hanging bracket ....

took a deep breath, pushed open the door inside.

a bit stunned men and women a little bit scared.

I know what to do .....

deadlock has to be broken. Silence is not the result I want.



mind trying to search for the next sentence to say.

that this occasion would like to do more exchanges, could be so difficult.

my eyebrows to see the eyes of a man, his eyes a little bit of free variable.

an analysis of the brain quickly. Analysis of this attention have hate.

woman a natural response to the

courtesy in this superficial, men have gradually up more words.

not imagine all that complicated, laugh yourself worry too much.

Finally, the envelope stuffing men.









man sent me the room, I feel there are a lot of men would like to say, but they do not know what to say?

afraid of added insult to injury? Or fear of provoking his old mark?

finally just shook hands and feel my hands were shaking.

Walk away without looking back.

feeling it is a problem, people blinking,

even if you have thousands of love, the outcome is not necessarily sweet.

because she did not belong to you.

this gray feelings, only two people cherish

although it is not the sun, just breed a corner in his heart.

but we have not forgotten each other, each breed are still preserved piece of its land.

any time of loss, fever gradually subsided heart.

meet again, is silent heart of the prophet.

love. does not require too many words and deeds and behavior.

gaze at the seemingly plain.

numerous wins but human experience.